FASHION

Fashion defines who you are it shows people who you are it makes you the person you are. Fashion isn’t just a word its a word that has a lot of meaning. As a teen or shall i say as the teen i’m today i look at fashion as the way out; the door that opens no matter how much door closes; the door that lets me be free that lets me be who i am i can build a whole house and turn it into one gigantic closet if i can. Some of us just look at fashion without caring, some of us just throw on a pair of jeans, sweats, or t-shit and out the door they go….That defines them as lazy, and not caring about how they look. I know all of us have those days when we don’t feel like getting dress, and just want to feel comfortable, and there is nothing wrong with that; its just the fact that we all work hard, we all have a lot to do in life, and yes we are all busy 24/7. If we aren’t sleeping or taking nap we are out the door doing our job; taking care of our duties or business, but if you just devote 30 minutes a day on the way you look your usual day will turn into a wonderful day. It will turn into a day that you will feel great, make better decision, think more you would feel fabulous and unstoppable. So for all you out here that just don’t care about how you look, and just want the day to pass you right by and all you have is sweats, jeans, or t-shit on like every other day. I THINK ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE!! Put 30 minutes into your outfit make it a NEW DAY!! not a boring busy i don’t have a life day BUT A WONDERFUL AWESOME DAY!…go head try it..

love

love? does anyone know what that word actually mean i mean we all com up with our own meaning. to me love means nothing! what do i mean by that is that love is a word i cant seem to explain i happens out f no where it happens when your darkest day is upon you it happens when u start to question everything it happens when u start crying hysterically about your parents grounding you or you lost something or you got in trouble or even when ur heart is broken. to me love means loving your self see that’s not even the definitions wanna know why because u cant use the word love in its own definition u cant explain the word love with using the word love it doesn’t work like that u and i both know that u and i know that love is just a word we use when our heart starts to beat fast when someone touches our hand or when someone looks at us when we get butterflies in our stomach because of someone not something love is a topic that i am not good at but i decided to write about it because i don’t think i will ever understand it if i ignore it right? of course right… TO BE CONTINUE (i gotta work on my writing punctuation)

2012

In 2012 I want to learn how to drive get my liciences or however u spell that and then I want to get my own car after that I want to start saving money tot Christmas again so I can get everyone Christmas present :) when I’m 21 years old I wanna be outta my parents house living on my own I wanna be working hard and have a good ass job then maybe a bf or when ever one decide to come along :) and when I’m 30 I should be married with a kid or something but who knows I cant predict the future all I can do is try my best and how it comes out right

punkdbyeros:

How long have I stood frozen

In the middle of this floor?

Coffee hotter than my heart

Staring at the door.

We spoke words harsh and heavy

That should never have been said,

I could’ve said, “I love you too”

And headed back to bed.

But sometimes selfishness gets loud

And…

spiritedsaphira:

Once again, tonight,

I shall Dwell in Dreams.

Without single,

Or slight, hesitation.

Cause soon morning

Will bring in it’s wake -

A reality

Where love is only

A shadow of the promise

We dream.  

During Christmas time I spended a lot of money and now I’m broke so now I have to work extra hard to start saving money and not spend it on nothing because I need my car how am I going to do that idk I have to come up with a master plan ugh I need to save my money

I have had a great Christmas and everything is changing for the better and I think I am changing for the better

I have had a great Christmas and everything is changing for the better and I think I am changing for the better

gaining weight/ Manhattan/mood

OK so i want to gain weight right but i don’t know the right way to do it every time i tried it never worked ya everyone is saying that it is in my genes but i don’t believe that by the end of this year i am DETERMINED TO GAIN WEIGHT and i will defiantly upload videos on my progress and another thing i would love to talk about is that i want to live in Manhattan because when i go there i feel like its home i feel like i belong there i am a part of that i feel like everything is like so awesome like i so wanna live there ugh its my dream and that is going to happen i don’t care what people say i don’t care if its expensive i don’t care if like nothing good comes out of that i don’t care if its a lot of people i don’t care if like everything is like busy i just don’t care like i love it UGH I SO LOVE IT i cant stop thinking about like its my world its like a whole other world when u go there its AWESOME MAN seriously :) ugh and there u go my mom just like came in my room and like just down graded my MOOD TO LIKE A FREAKING 000000000.00000000 and it was at a 10 i am so serious i need to move to Manhattan ASAP HELP!!!!